Your Guide to Navigating Deconstruction & Disorder
Like Jonah in the belly of the whale, many of us feel uncomfortable with our faith at times. When the religious teachings of our early life no longer align with our current worldview, we may enter a time of religious deconstruction.
For some, deconstructing their faith can feel inspiring. For others, especially those who have been silenced or hurt by the church, deconstructing Christianity can feel lonely and frightening.
Have you felt ashamed to ask questions about scripture, religious leaders, and dogma that no longer feels in line with a loving God? These contemplative resources offer solace for walking through disorder and deconstruction for authentic spiritual growth:
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Examine Contemplative Resources on Doubt and Faith Deconstruction
Many people ask, What is deconstruction? Is deconstructing Christianity good or bad? Deconstruction is neither good nor bad — contemplation unveils it as a process of realigning our inner and outer worlds.
- Listen: What Do We Do with the Bible & Tradition? With Richard Rohr, Another Name for Everything Podcast
- Read: Transitions by Brian McLaren, ONEING Biannual Journal
- Watch: The Future of Christianity, Online Event
- Practice: For the Uncertain Days, Instagram
Discover Contemplative Wisdom for Deconstruction and Transformation
Have you ever felt unfulfilled by your religious practices? The contemplative path sees deconstruction as a part of what CAC’s founder, Franciscan Richard Rohr, calls the pattern of transformation—order, disorder, reorder. Like deconstruction, disorder is a stage where we feel disappointed by what we were originally taught, where our choices have led us, or by the seemingly random tragedies in our lives.
- Listen: Spirituality, Certitude, and Infinite Love with Brené Brown and Richard Rohr, Facebook
- Read: Order, Disorder, Reorder (Part 1), Daily Meditations
- Watch: Living Ourselves Into New Ways of Being With Brian McLaren and Barbara Holmes, YouTube
- Practice: Tonglen, YouTube
Explore Contemplative Teachings that Guide Discernment During Deconstruction
What happens when your faith community stops inspiring loving action? When we experience a disruption to our normal way of thinking, we might begin deconstructing our version of Christianity. A daily contemplative practice can help us realign our values and our faith.
- Listen: Finding Refuge in the Interior Space with James Finley and Dr. Barbara Holmes, The Cosmic We Podcast
- Read: Celebrating the Fruits of Contemplative Practice, We Conspire
- Watch: What is Contemplative Prayer and Why is it so Needed? with Richard Rohr, YouTube
- Practice: Contemplative Sit with Dr. Barbara Holmes, YouTube
Discover Faith After Deconstruction on the Christian Contemplative Path
Do you worry if you go through deconstruction, you’ll abandon Christianity altogether? Even 5-10 minutes of regular contemplative practice can guide us in a loving direction as we move through the threshold of change.
- Listen: Christianity as a Set of Insistent Questions with Brian McLaren, Learning How to See Podcast
- Read: Embracing Disorder by Tisha Ford, the Mendicant
- Watch: Faith After Doubt with Brian McLaren, YouTube
- Practice: Prayer for a Bigger Vision, YouTube
Navigate Your Own Experiences of Deconstruction and Disorder
Richard Rohr often says, “The best criticism of the bad is the practice of the better.” In many ways, deconstruction is just that—it’s embracing the elements of your spiritual practice that work and letting go of the ones that don’t. It’s both that simple—and that hard.
We hope these resources help you discover the version of Christianity you’ve been searching for. We invite you to share your stories of deconstruction and disorder with us.