Earlier this week, we shared with the CAC community that our beloved teacher Dr. Barbara Holmes passed away. As CAC Executive Director Michael Poffenberger expressed with deep sadness, “we lost a giant in our community.” “Dr. B.,” as many referred to her, has now become a spiritual ancestor. In the video series Wisdom in Times of Crisis, Dr. B. reminds us that we can draw on the wisdom of our spiritual ancestors to guide our actions:
Jesus, Muhammed, Buddha, and others—their stories of resistance, survival, and faith inspire and guide us. We have to know that we’re not alone. Despite a concerted social effort to convince us that we are radical individuals, that our motto should be “I’ll get mine, you get yours,” a deeply communal spirit arises when we least expect it and when we need it most. According to author James Baldwin, we are a community of witnesses with responsibilities to the next generation. He says, “Nothing is fixed forever and forever and forever, it is not fixed; the earth is always shifting, the light is always changing, the sea does not cease to grind down rock. Generations do not cease to be born, and we are responsible to them because we are the only witnesses they have.” [1]
So, visionaries, prophets, and Jesus have all warned us that this journey that we are on will be beset by troubles. In this life, you will have trouble. How we handle that trouble is our witness to future generations. An old order is passing away. A new order is on its way, and we do not have the power to stop or slow the transitions that we encounter, but we can live through it and help one another.…
What I want to say about the wisdom that matters now is that this wisdom often comes from discernment of Divine Spirit in our midst. Hearing and heeding the voice of the Divine is critical during difficult times. But sometimes, with all of our media distractions and our own boredom, it’s difficult to hear the voice of the Creator. So, I’m going to suggest that if you’re hoping to hear beyond this realm into the next, remember that the key is newness. The Creator does not come as we expect. The Spirit does not move under our command. When we expect divine intervention in one way, it usually comes in another. We expect the warrior king to set things right, God sends a baby in a manger. We expect wrongs to be punished, God extends grace and mercy to all.
Read 1 Kings 19:11: “And the Lord said, ‘Go out and stand on the mountain in the presence of the Lord, for the Lord is about to pass by.’ Then a great and powerful wind tore the mountains apart and shattered the rocks, but the Lord was not in the wind. After the wind there was an earthquake, but the Lord was not in the earthquake.” So, where is the Divine One in the midst of crisis? I suggest that God is in the whispers of the heart, and the love of neighbor. Rejoice, beloved, you are not alone.
Read CAC Dean of Faculty Brian McLaren’s reflection honoring Dr. Barbara Holmes’s life of contemplation and justice.
References:
[1] James Baldwin, “Nothing Personal,” in Collected Essays (New York: Library of America, 1998), 706.
Adapted from Barbara Holmes, “Ancestral Wisdom, Community Wisdom, and Discernment of the Spirit,” Wisdom in Times of Crisis, May 6, 2020, Center for Action and Contemplation, YouTube video, 8:06.
Image credit and inspiration: Kuo-Chiao Lin, After Work (detail), 2017, photo, Taiwan, Unsplash. Click here to enlarge image. When we are listening we stop, be still and quiet, because we don’t want to miss the voice that is speaking.
Story from Our Community:
Only a contemplative stance of deep acceptance helps illuminate this paradox at the heart of what it means to be human. I know that I am responsible for my actions even though I am powerless to control the results. I feel a responsibility for using my voice with integrity, compassion, honesty, and courage and I find a great peace in doing so. In my contemplative stance, I feel both great power and an utter powerlessness. This is both the dilemma and the solution!
—Jan L.
